Backed frm choir camp...exhausted...oh my.. Its nt very fun but...its a nice camp...

bewildered.why must i be restricted to one ....
sometimes...
i really hate the feeling of restriction....
it makes me feels like a trapped bird...
no freedom..
dwelt in saddness....
I hate the feeling of waiting...
Its always being covered with impatients...

Ever heard of ppl saying... treat others like how u want others to treat u...its nt always tat true... cause even if u treat them nicely, they still expects more from u and treat all yr effort like smth necessary... something tat u should do for them as their friend....

Labels: Its all abt Expectations....

Oh dear... i think i offended quite alot of ppl today... ahhaa...first, it was this guy in choir... i sort of mispronounced his name... but! it was all Nat's fault....Nvm... I'm sorry!!!

Then, today, casue have choir audition, i'm so nervous tat my eyes are itchy and dry..then, i accidentally look at this guy and rolled my eyes..... i think he thought tat i diao-ed him... oh no.... anyway, u couldn't believe this man! i actually gt into choir.... Billy said tat i'm nt the choir type...no choir face... hahas... and i shld join co...but....haiz...haven decided yet...i think tml will be the D-day (decision-making day) once again....

Labels: PoP. Goes My Heart...

I'm saying this once more... raw food aren't nice and ppl shldn't eat em....!!!!!
My friend, rui wen told me gross stories today during the period of time when we pon chinese mass lecture....Oh my.... U'll nv gonna believe this!

U noe there are ppl drinking monkey brain soup, its already very gross, yes... but do ya noe hw they pepare it? Rui wen say its the rank no.1 in the most cruel chinese cuisine in china!

Initially, the monkey was already crying....then. they wack the monkey's head,the monkey already feel's very giddy.... then they wack again.. until the monkey falls unconcious... then they jus cut open the monkey's brain....then place the monkey in the middle of the hole in the table jus like eating steamboat..... but... Let's make this clear..... the monkey isn't dead yet!!!! and they jus prepare 10 straws... and the china ppl jus start sucking it!!! the brain ....yes!!!! Isn't tat disgusting?!!! i think its more to the horrifying side lor..... Eww....

Labels: Yucks

O.M.G!!!! Music and lyrics is such a nice movie!! Everyone must watch!!!!! Its ard 1 hr and 30 mins and... guess wat? i was laughing throughout the whole 90 mins!!!

Its hi-la-rious!!!

It has nice musics like : Pop! Goes my heart... & Way back into love... etc...hahas

Oh ya... went shopping with billy yesterday ..ahhaa...
Bought 4 shirts and a book...hmm.... must have spent quit a lot of money..hee....

hmm... tats all i guess..=P

Oh ya.. here's the lyrics for :

Haley Benett and Hugh Grant - Way Back into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh Oh Oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Labels: Must watch movie

I'm R.E.C.O.V.E.R.ED!!!!
DUN treat me like i'm still a sicky person!!!! It really broke my heart!
I'm heartbroken! nvm....

Anyway..I'm going out for real on thurday and friday!! its so boring being stucked at home doing nth....ahhaa...

Oh ya... watched C.S.I miami just nw on channel 5... guessed wat happened?
ahhaa... this girl was murdered...lets call her girl A.. this girl set up a company called WINGED CHICKS .... their job was to introduce stranger to girls as their friends...Thus, this girl was introduced to this guy,let call this girl girl B.... Since girl A said tat guy was her friend, girl B let her guard down... she talked to this guy and agreed on going to another pub... in the end she got raped.... sad rite?
Then she did all the right thing... report to police, go to hospital, get medical report... in the end the case was nt filed...y? because the girl A become some kinda of a witness for that STUPID guy... say wat they were dating and sex was done under both parties consent...
then in the end tat guy got away... girl B was so scared that she dare nt go out for 4 whole months!!!
Then finally... she decided to overcome her fear.. then she go to a pub.... who knows... she met girl A again... and girl A happens to introduced another guy to her group of friends... thus she gt a shocked... she pretended to talk to girl A abt her job and when she ask girl A, what happens if girl tat were introduced to guy tat she introduced happen to do something wrong... then girl A said tat she shldn't push the blame to others... and shld take up the responsibility...in other words, girl A is trying to say that its nt girl A's fault but girl B's.... then girl B was so angry tat she suffocate girl A with a pillow... Girl B thought tat if by killing girl A, another girl is saved, then maybe it was worth it.... omg! its a very sad story ... =((

Labels: sad case...

I realised , when u put yr heart in smth, u will have high expectations , but if it doesn't reach yr expectation, u will feel extremely down..

I would say.. I'm enlightened? by myself...? ahhaa.. stupid it may sound but....maybe i shouldn't expect much.... maybe .... even if i feel tat my place is taken over.. it may nt be true..? anyway...i shouldn't keep on thinking abt it... it will get pass...will u understand? i doubt u'll understand how it feels... maybe some of u may noe....but most wun...

Labels: Is life really like that?

I felt betrayals...
i dunno why, but it jus seems like that....
I've lost connections...
and ppl are straying away , leaving...
I feel tat i had lost em and they are snatched away frm me....
I'm jus totally lost, confused and upset right now....

Labels: betrayals....

I'm having chicken poxs! for all u might wonder, hw does it looks like..? it jus looks like enlarge version of rashes...or maybe pimples? haiz.... i think i'm gonna miss tat impt gp lessons...haiz...sob...its so itchy n pain!! =(
I had fever tat day be4 those poxs appear! it was 39.4 degree celcius when i last measured...i tot the weather was cold, cause it has been quite a rainy day... tat's y i'm feeling damn cold and tired...but ...who knows? i'm actually feeling cold because of tat..!! its jus my luck...

Labels: unlucky...

hmmm.... i guess everything is all right now...
wow... the weather is cold! and i'm feeling more tired every sec!phyll...
wearing a jacket,
sitting on the bus,
waiting to reach my destination,
but took quite some time
well.....nvm,
all shld go well...=))

Labels: haha